His Grand Design: A Little sight seeing and a Moment Etched in My Brain

So Josh and I finally did it! We got a quick lunch, got a taxi and went across town to the Island. It was so cute and so much calmer than the rest of the city. I was able to meet up with an old college friend who lives near GZ. Super woman road buses and all sorts of things to come meet us but it was SO nice to see her!!!! She brought her super cute little blond haired blue eyes cutie with her. Isac was trying his darnedest to catch her eye. Flashing her a smile and trying to hold her hand. Everywhere we went the Chinese people would very obviously touch her and take her pictures! That would have driven me NUTS! Lainey seemed used to it. Poor girl, one man touched her arm and she said "me no like". I don't blame you sweet girl!!
At one point we were trying to figure out where to go and an older woman pointed to the kids and then pointed to me, asking if the kids where ours. I nodded yes and she did the Chinese thank you, hands together bowing and giving me a thumbs up many times. It was so sweet to see that were grateful. Not that their opinion matters, but I always wonder how some of them feel about seeing Chinese kids with us.
We bought the kids squeaky shoes and some silks and then grabbed another cab back to the hotel. We had another big day the next day so we wanted to make sure we had enough rest.

The next morning we spent the day trying to relax as much as possible and getting things packed. Our guide came to the room and we headed to the airport. As soon as we got to the security line Nina started getting nervous. The next few moments will forever be etched in my mind like many other memories. Josh of course was made to put Nina down so they could pat both of them down. Something Nina knew was coming, and the reason she gets so nervous. She screamed and fought and Josh struggled to keep her calm while the pulled Nina away from him. While I struggled to get Isac and all of my stuff put through the scanner and get Isac down, a single picture is frozen in my mind, Nina being pulled in one direction from the security person and her pulling in the other screaming for Baba. The moment ripped my heart in two. A child who longed to have a love that greeted her with a smile, a kiss and an I love you every morning, a kiss when things weren't going her way and a baba who was there to wipe the tears away, tell her how beautiful she was everyday and endure every kiss given to show how excited she is to have such love, being taken from her in one single moment. Now is that what was really happening? No, we know it wasn't, but she didn't and it terrified her. Josh struggled to ask the security if this was really necessary to pull her away like that, but the moment came and went.
As we walked away Nina was still sobbing and fighting Josh in fear. She slapped him in the face a few times (her way of defending herself) but would quickly rub his face and kiss him. While we were walking to our gate a looked over and saw a Chinese man taking video of our beautiful little scene we were making. I was soooo done being in this country and going through security that I lost it. I turned to the man and waved like a crazy person saying, Hi there!!! Did you get it all!!! Okay so not one of my finer moments...

I must say though the actual flight went better than expected. We were on a plane that was as nice and big as our international flight. And actually better as it was newer! And something so sweet happened! Nina reached for me!!! She sat in my lap and...wait for it...fell asleep!!!! I just melted!
We had a very un- nice surprise getting off the plane, we got off the plane OUT SIDE!!! It was FREEZING and so windy! Isac who had fallen asleep did NOT like this! We watched as almost our whole HUGE plane tried to shove their bodies in the remaining spots left. We knew we weren't making this one. The next bus came and so woman insisted we get on before them! So sweet. Though this When we were getting off the plane Isac fell back asleep and Josh and I got our luggage and went to search for a taxi. And wouldn't you know it, you have to wit in line for a taxi?! It was a long line too! We watched as the lady in charge told some taxi's to move forward. This stirred some people to yell at her and as we were walking to a cab, some behind us were getting in each others faces. Happy to be away from the crowed we moved into a cab and tried to explain to the driver where we wanted to go, he had no clue so he went out and asked around. Josh and I were very nervous that this man would take us to the right place, but what choice did we have. It was quite the crazy ride. While leaving the airport we saw a loooooong line of taxis waiting to pick up people from the airport! It was so weird to see.
We finally got to the building that we hoped was our hotel. Josh asked me to try and get the taxi to stay while he went in to check if it was the right one but the taxi driver looked at me like I had 20 heads and said something in Chinese and then to another guy, I'm pretty sure I made out the words Americans LOL!
We got in our room and waited for the crib and both kids went down really quick!
The next say was a little nerve wracking as we were on so tight a schedule to get food in their bellies so Nina could take her meds and we could get checked out before the shuttle came to take us back to the airport. We actually got through security without too much hassle and the security seemed to be a little more compassionate about her being nervous. We were able to calm her pretty quick. An we waited for our flight and ate some snacks. The international flight went really well, well as good as a 13 hour flight can go with a 2 and 3 year old. They fell asleep at different times and neither got any asleep. The flight attendants were super friendly and very laid back. I don't think they ever checked our seat belts! LOL It was a nice change! They were so sweet to Nina and Isac too!
As we got off and went to our next flight we had to go through customs and then had to go through a check since we brought meat off the plane :/ opps! But the ladies were so sweet as Nina was getting nervous and they woman said she has been through enough I'm sure why don't you take her to another spot where she doesn't feel threatened, so Josh took her a few feet away.
We got to our next gate with plenty of time and ate breakfast changed clothes and got ready for 2 more hours.
The next flight was a little rough as I was just SO DONE and while I was DESPERATELY ready to see my babies, the idea that 6 kids was coming fast, was frightening! Isac screamed for the first half, which was hard because I felt bad for all the people stuck on the plane with him, but I felt bad for him because I knew he was just as tired and done as i was! Finally he and Nina fell asleep and we made it through the rest of the flight! All of the flight attendants congratulated us for our adoption.
We struggled to keep Nina awake (we didn't dare wake Isac) so she would sleep at night. And so she could say hi to her family!
My heart was so full seeing my babies again! I felt like I couldn't hug them or watch them enough!
Sleep that night was NOT good!! Nina and Isac cried most of the night and the next day was rough for them because they wanted so badly to sleep. But we did what we could to keep them going. We played outside A LOT!
The kids all got a long really well! Isac is struggling with sharing his mommy with Levi and Isac is being smothered by Emma but all and all they are getting a long better than I would have thought!
Pray for Nina has her seizures seem to be getting less often but a lot more intense. It may just be because her body is so tired but it is so hard to watch her go through them!